Luke 9:45 “But they did not understand this saying, and it was concealed from them, so that they might not perceive it. And they were afraid to ask him about this saying.”
There were many times where I would tell my disciples something but did not allow them to fully understand my words. So it is today. You will not always understand what I say. You will not always understand what I do and what is happening. Do not dismay. It does not mean I have forsaken you. It just means you are not ready or the time is not right. One day, all will be revealed. In the meantime, listen for my voice and walk in the way I direct.