Zechariah 4:6 Then he said to me, “This is what the LORD says to Zerubbabel: It is not by force nor by strength, but by my Spirit, says the LORD of Heaven’s Armies.”
You keep trying to do life on your own. You keep trying to figure it out. You need to surrender to me. It is I, and only I, that can make your life work. Did I not give that life to you? Do I not know every detail about that life? I love you, child. I want your life to work, to have meaning, to have joy. Right now, you are lost. But I see. I know where you are, where you need to go and how to make it happen. Just surrender to me. Everything. Every minute of every day. It will get easier.