Acts 9:17 So Ananias went and found Saul.
Thus saith the Lord:
Saul was Ananias’ (and every believer’s) enemy. Saul would have Ananias chained, taken to Jerusalem and killed for his belief in Me. Do not miss this, Child. I told Ananias to go to Saul and lay hands on him and heal him. Ananias’ initial reaction was to protest, as he knew who Saul was. Yet, when I reiterated that it was My wish that Ananias do this, he immediately obeyed. I am not angered or annoyed when My children have initial reactions to My commands, to My messages. What I look for is an obedient and loving heart toward Me. Initial reactions do not reflect the depth of feeling and the reality of the heart. They are just reactions. Do not beat yourself up when you have initial reactions to what I am asking. Just check the state of your heart in obedience after the reaction. Do you remain in obstinate disagreement, or do you submit to My will? That is what matters, really.