John 7:18 “Those who speak for themselves want glory only for themselves, but a person who seeks to honor the One who sent him speaks truth, not lies.” (NLT)
What must happen in your preparation is the removal of your self seeking. You want to glorify me. You want to honor me. You wish to see a world where people believe in and follow me. But, in that is also a desire to be known. To be respected. That must be gone. You must get behind and stay behind me. It will not be as painful as you believe. Trust me. (2020)